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ChadS
06-12-2004 08:37:31
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Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: M-M R vs. in reply to OldPuller, 06-12-2004 05:38:55
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Not very nice!!! Why U hiding your name Athyrio? Shoot, go on keep hiding,, One of these days,, Someone will get you to open up, maybe we all may like you, (NOT ME) but some one!! How about instead of u and me arguing about pulling, would you argue with me about the weather or something else?? Probably not. It is too bad that someone has to hate in this world,, but if that is your life style, thanks for sharing that part of that with us,, is that whatyou want all to see in you? I have a story to tell you, and you may see a bit into my world, may not be too far off from you!! When I was younger, in school, I was the kid that was always teased in class, did not dare to go outside to recess, got my butt kicked everyday!! Tormented, beat up, and all because that is the way the kids were then. Teachers and principals said to mom n dad, BOYS WILL BE BOYS. BS to me, went on from 1st grade, till about 6th grade, then, one day, all that hostility, frustration, all those years of getting teased, I followed the traits that other have done to me, became a bully myself, And you know what? My education, was disrupted, my life, I lived in fear from the bigger kids, then I started acting just like them,, I am not for sure why I did that, but what I had done, was be a bully, like Charlie Brown, did not care who I hurt, or teased, made cry, and I wish I had a dollar for every time I was in the principals office, I think I spent more time in the office in ISS, more than classes!! Point is, is that was the environment in which I was rasied, I had nothing else to embrace, nothing to look forward to, no future, until one day, Dad came home with my first farmall. Things gotten better from that point, Schooling was not much for me,, cause of the damage path others, and myself had put infront of me, my education was so far behind, but still kept getting passed on throughout the grades, maybe just to get rid of me the school thought,,, who knows,, I was just too far behind in classes, spent too much time getting in and out of trouble, I got educated in disipline let me tell ya!! I did not realize what kind of impact, or legacy I left when I did what I did in school, not as a schollar, (spellin) but the did rewrite the disipline rules in the school, and I was the one to inspire it. Uncontrolable they said about me. I ended up quitting school in my JR year, went to vocational school classes for my GED, got it,, and moved on. All I can say is that I made alot of mistakes growing up, mistakes that in fact ruined and changed the course of my life forever. But now, I have something to give back, to something!! I look back,, and I wish that things did not go the way they did, but I survived, I hurt alot of people when I bullied others,, said alot of stuff just to be mean,, and I wish I could take it all back, and make ammends with all who knew me then, but you know what?? that may still never happen!! And all I have to thank for all of this is the same stupidity you show everytime you post. I classify you as a terrorist, not one to blow up buildings, or whatever,, but one who just likes to spread fear, and deciet!! I fear no one these days, I fear myself, for if I make mistakes,, instead of running from them, I face them head on. Big step for someone who is so used to running away. running away is what people like you try to force others to do. One more thing,, I aint leavin,, you have tried, unsucessfully by the way,, All I can say is GOD help you Athyrio. He is showing me a different way too. One with no violence, not teasing, and no pain inflicted from me on to others. I also dont think you read anything I post, you just see my name and go a pickin. Maybe you will read this post, I am just a man, in a little shop, with a lot of old equipment.. Who do I impress? MY grampa in heaven,, he smiles down on us when we pull, he loved his Farmall H tractors. All he farmed 200 acres with in the 40's and 50's. So yes, he and all of those who passed on,, they are my auidience, they are my fans, I am continuing what they started. Good enough for me. Chad
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