Greg ,, Thank You for taking note of my challenge , and My Family Welcomes ALL YOUR PRAYERS ... I wonder if this come s in 3s , my sisters son -in -law has leukemia. and my 1st wifes brother went to florida to have 5 head tumors removed ,. he is doing well , we worry mostly for the s-I-l , Rush, he seems to be on the exact same track that took his younger brother 4 yrs ago //// .. it was just shear luck it was found ... you may call me if you wish.. 812-596-4605. it would be good to hear a success story . The worst fears I have is waking up dead, LOL or ,. because of sumthin done or gone terribly wrong , infection , or a ugly spread since it was 1st found ..andthen I could have a cancer fight on my hands . I can say this.. at 59 ,,..I have had my share of ups and downs in this life and in the sack .LOl ,I have 4 beautiful grown children , and 3 grandsons and 2 granddaughters,. had serveral come to Jesus religious experiences and naturally have back slid into the worlds problems ... I know there is a GOD that LOves Us ALL in spite of OUR faults ,.. and that he values hearing from us and will send clues to steer us thru hardships and give us people to help us thru our challenges that we can learn from one another.. LIKE IRON SHARPENS IRON.so we sharpen our fellow man... I also know the evil one is out there trying to snare us ,, and I knew , that my wife and I were stupid to follow his path before our 1st marriage failed .. Yes, I have prayed for forgiveness of my sins and understanding for all my faults and failures , and I have that NOW from my 1st wife ,my SARA and I have a cousin like relationship of helpful endurance with them ... that is true success for all of us ... /// in the final analysis ,, I do believe that God keeps a book of our beliefs and our rules we observed in this life . and come Judgement Day , He Will judge us by our own book of rules and beliefs we wrote as we lived this life,, ,.. if God were to choose to lose his patience with me and pull my life plug here in this life,And if, he allows me to sneak into Heaven ,i will be quiet as can be , so perhaps he won't notice me . LOL,,. and bring me up to justify myself,,knowing Me ,, the way I present my case , I would blow it, and get thrown into the worst place of all ...Blessing To ALL of You , who took the time to read about me.., and GET THOSE REGULAR CHEKUPS ,,OK ,,. jim