Feel for you, I'm not too far behind. The radar shows 1/2 inch rains around every few days, but I'm getting 1 - 2/10th. Not complaining, it's something, but not getting ahead, things going backwards. Way ahead of 88 'here' tho.
Went to an auction SW of me today, they are farming stuff not far away that gravel comes from. Real poor stuff over there, corn is brown & done, beans are pale.
Hope it's not my future, but closer every day.
Again, sorry for your fields, it really gets disappointing on a person.