Thats why the alarm has gone off to get my doctor to let me in tomorrow and see what the heck is going on before I convince myself otherwise, if in fact that is the case, you can't wait, diagnose can be complicated too, and gee I thought I just got over the flu, which I don't think I've ever had. But its this, for weeks now. Being weak, dizzy etc. when I got up out of the chair around midnight, its making my mind wander in a million directions, fall asleep, deep sleep, vivid dreams, its crazy, its great when you get over something, looking back where you have been, you feel so much better, I can't do a darned thing right now and "can't" is not a word in my vocabulary unless referring to carpentry LOL. I do fear long term effects, well at least my benefits are paid this month, hope when I wake up tomorrow, things are better, really odd, I would likely never post something like this here either, I appreciate your response ! Thank you.